the nearly dead space.



Go !

(this is my live journal blog today)


Now, my existance in a conundrum

See , im constantly planning things , creating things and doing things. But , oddly , i never seem to have anything worth writing about , or worth replying to. On here its cool if no one replys , because ive just got one friend (*waves*) , and its not like ive really done much with the place.

But im on 1up (twice) , deviantart (5 times, one for my mum and one for a club), myspace (3 times), you tube (twice), str8up (its shit , all people seem to upload is porn now), Gamespot (twice), Computer and video games . com and sheezy art (twice) . and i never seem to get more then say one reply every 5 posts.

I run 2 clubs, mod a web forum, and nothing.

Im a painter , photographer and illustraitor (all for fun right now but would love to get better and make a bit of money at it). I do street art, portraits, sprite art, design clothes and shoes, write poetry, and comics.

I skateboard, collect video games (and hold the 3rd fastes time for completing shenmue 1 in the world.... not a lot of people know that) .

I have O.C.D , A.D.D, B.D.D, sociophobia and an I.Q. of 140+

Ive been to 5 different countrys .

I connect and get on with people across 6 generations. Kids and old people , all seem to click with me like that.

Im honest , kind , giving and comletely not into myself (although saying all that seems to contradict me) .

All that crap is just scratching the srface of me, but it seems that even though i should be quite an interesting person. 1. not many people are interested in me and no matter how many people ive made friends with over the years none of my past friendships ever lasted more then a year.

With possibly 1 or 2 ecxeptions.

and im not feeling bad about all that. I just find it odd. Like something thats got me thinking , a riddle that i cannot solve because i am the riddle and riddles dont solve themselves.

Huh. eh , bugger all that though , im off to shave and have a glass of milk and a chocolate cookie.

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This acount will be dead soon.

One the subscription is over ill be moved completely to

If you want to see my new works and photos , please give me a visit. I would love to get peoples thoughts on what i do and will be doing. If just to help me grow.